You have been living in a ace of acute stress for many weeks and now that is having huge effects on your mental, physical, emotional and spiritual self. First of all give yourself permission to really check in with how you are right now. Secondly be compassionate and understanding that these are times like no other and you may need to or practise new ways to help navigate through.
I still love to get lost in books as an adult and I also love to learn more about life through reading. I have read so many books that have brought so much meaning to experiences and situations in my life and others that have helped me understand myself and gain insight deep within my being. Other books were like reading about truths that I had long forgotten and as I turned each page, little by little, I remembered the biggest truths of all.